My 2024 - Looking Back in Retrospect

What a difference a year can make? If you told me this time, last year how this year would have gone - I couldn't of believed any of it. Life continues to surprise me in both bad but more so good this year. The last few years have been nothing but traumatic in ways I never thought I could try and heal from, but by the grace of God, I am here still standing and seeing everything much more clear. 

2024 was the year of healing, dealing with the trauma that has caged me over the last 2 years and finally letting go of negative mindsets as well as people in my life that I don't have time for anymore. This was the year to sit back and re-evaluate everything. Nobody's perfect and I definitely do not have everything together, but for once I'm not afraid to think about the future and what I want out of life. I have finally found a career I am happy to be in and have the opportunity to grow, I have made time for the friendships that are genuine and build on them and my close family has never been more closer.

I will never take this for granted.

I will always remember this year, the places I've been, the friends I have, the job I love and the new patterns I am beginning to form.

However, even though I have not form a romantic connection with anyone, I am hopeful about the future and I am happy where I am at the moment. Day by day I have started to come back to me and slowly forget that someone I once knew and thought my future was with them. Looking back now, I'm grateful for that time we had and will always cherish it and deep down always remember and now these will be just fond memories.

Going forward, I know nothing is for certain. In life, we will have ups and downs, this year made me realise its not about how long you have but what you do with that time that counts. I will forever cherish this year, I will pray I have the strength to handle anything that comes my way, I have gotten this far even though this next chapter is only just beginning.

2024...my miracle year.